February 2012
82 posts
To make a separate porn blog or simply be open...
Hmmmmmmmm……
“That’s the great thing about growing up with challenges- you have to dream...”
– Viola Davis, Regis & Kelly Interview
Vulnerable
I admit that I can be an asshole to the people I love. I will deride you for your quirks and flaws, but it’s only because I actually feel comfortable enough in our level of relationship to actually do so. I do it to make both of us laugh. I’m not the sweetest person in the world, and much of the time, I’m not the most considerate or thoughtful person to my friends and family.
...
Trying
I fail to realize that, as difficult as it may be to believe at first, you can get better at things. For the majority of my life, I’ve withheld myself from things that “didn’t come naturally to me”- some bullshit, hippie philosophy that was really a fear of failure in disguise. In reality, I don’t like sucking at things, so when I do, I turn away from it. Which means...
Things I need to learn before moving away for...
Cook
Laundry
Sew
Remedy myself when I’m sick
Cut my own hair (although that will probably turn out bad)
Shop for cheap groceries
Become an Extreme Couponer
Stop procrastination
Flirt with a guy
Why do I watch so many Cooking Recipe videos
But just eat instant noodles whenever the opportunity arises to actually apply what I learn?
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Highlight of my day:
Eat, Pray, Love just finished downloading.
Fuck yeah.
On a side note
There were so many hot Asian guys at the club last night. I’ve never seen such a congregation of attractive Gaysians in my life. It was like… Tumblr… but in real life.
When I walked in, it was just like:
I think my Asian preference has returned.
Omg.
Clubbing Cherry
has been officially popped.
That was SO much fucking fun. I went to Gameboi in San Francisco, infamous for its gay Asian scene if you didn’t know. I’ve never felt so comfortable in my own skin than before. I really didn’t feel self-conscious one bit last night as I not only danced with guys, but danced in general (because apparently any other dancing other than grinding is...
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Alcohol,
Why do you have to taste so nasty?
Going on the NYU Class of 2016 Facebook page
and checking out my future classmates!
This is so surreal! I feel so humbled to have the opportunity to attend such a world class institution; to be surrounded by individuals who have busted their asses to get to where they are.
I’m so humbled and blessed!
NEW YORK UNIVERSITY CLASS OF 2016
I GOT ACCEPTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DREAMS COME TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't talk about this much
Because it is a private matter that I’d rather keep to myself.
Yet how private can I be about something that has shaped me so much ever since I was born?
It is so difficult having a mentally challenged older brother. I have witnessed some of the most graphic and gruesome events in my life- even at a young age- because of him. I grow so impatient at his lack of social decorum and concern...
I’ve been so sexually frustrated lately. I can’t even grasp the extent of my libido right now.
Omg.
i think i'll throw rocks at couples today
Actually
I heard CSULB is where all the Gaysians are at…
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm….
Accepted into CSULB
but with NYU’s acceptance decision to be received on Wednesday as of now I am
#Unfazed
I remember when I was 15, 16
I was just a sophomore, and my then senior friends were lamenting over their lack of a relationship. Back then, I had this mindset that you had to be content with being single; that you had to let love find you. I derided them for their loose aspirations; they told me I just didn’t understand.
Now, I am in their shoes, and I realize I really didn’t understand. I feel the same yearning...
islandboy808 asked: hey gorgeous! how have you been? i hope you are well! so i hope you get accepted in UCLA! so if you do visit Hawaii i hope to show you a good time and you can even go barefooted too when you visit!
